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blah...today is just one of those days. Feel like shit, didnt sleep well. all that bunk. Actually I take that back. I slept great, but probably not enough. Was insanely hard to wake up this morning. Don't even remember the 1st half of the trip to work.

FOOD:
8:30 AM - 1 granola bar
12:00 PM - slice of pineapple pizza
3:00 PM - leftover pineapple from pizza
5:00 PM - chicken strips, some bakes potatoe wedges and honey mustard sauce (2 tbsp).
8:00 PM - popcorn

Well this weekend was good. It was my last weekend of splurging on whatever I wanted to eat. And surprisingly I didn't want much. Doritoes were my only weakness. And it was Julia's birthday. So we had a little cake as well. It was good. And I don't think I'll miss it much.

But thats all gone now. Anyway. Im gonna try to keep track of what I eat everyday and post it here along with my workout routine. This will help me stay focussed and organized on the prize.

So here's my schedule so far.

FOOD:

After much thought and prayer about whats been going on in my life and the struggles I've been dealing with, I finally have been able to come to some conclusions about what I want & need to do with my life.

And thankfully it didn't take more than a day or so to get to these conclusions...about drove me nuts not being able to blog. lol.

Anyway. Onto my conclusions:

This is gonna be my final entry for a while.

Not sure how long. But I need to take some time and re-evaluate alot of things going on in my life. My personal relationships and whatnot.

Alot of things going on with my close friends has affected me personally and has more than likely affected mine and my girlfriends relationship negatively.
So I will be taking a break from the blogging and just try to re-establish myself and where I stand with the people closest to me.

Rumpleteazer ran the Dinky Tinky Shoppe
at the foot of the Magic Oak Tree, down in Dingley Dell.
Here, he sold contraceptives....

Doh...

Anyway...ITS FRIDAY! WOOOOO PARTAH!!!!  TOGA TOGA TOGA!

Snoogins.

Going to Spectral Erosa (goth night) tonight to get felt up by hottie goth ladies and listen to some decent hardcore industrial and dark-wave techno. After this weeks immense suckage, this night is most welcome.

And to celebrate the goth hottie...heres another couple of picks! It is Ember yet again. She is the uber hotty.

this week has sucked hard.

I've mentioned in my previous posts I have a close friend who is going through a breakup. Before they split I was sort of friends with his lady and we talked occasionally. She was also close friends with my significant other.

Then the breakup happened. I heard nothing from her nor has my girlfriend in 2 months. She CLAIMED to be a friend to my significant other (who has no friends and a long history of friends abandoning her.) So this makes me really happy. This chick shits on 2 people I care about.

Well the weekend was 95% good.

Friday:
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Went to Augusta with Chris and Julia. Didn't really find anything worth spending money on. Probably for the better because I don't need to spend the money.

Friday night, Jules and I went swimming. That was pretty fun. We just chilled out and floated around and enjoyed each others company.

Saturday:
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Julia and I had a bit of bad dialogue this morning.

Ive been feeling like shit the past day or so because of alot of things Ive been dealing with personally. I try to talk about it online only to kinda get my problems pushed to the side by her. Which I know she didnt mean. But I just decided to say "Im heading out I feel like shit. Ill ttyl." then signed off.  I slept till 4:00 am.

Ok. The afternoon was decent. But then I come home and fire up my 360 expecting to get some GRAW time under my belt. My squad and I are doin fine, moving through the city to the objective point. Then a convoy of enemies pulls up atop a nearby hill. They dont see us yet. So we get the first shot.

Ok...I know Mondays are supposed to suck...well at least history and studies have shown this. But this is damn ridiculous. Get up this morning in a good mood. Guess thats my fault...but that got beat with a stick really quickly.