Gatsu's blog

I don't think she cares about me really. Called earlier...left a message. no call back. I call her at 9:30. Hey..did ya get my message? Yeah. Why didnt you call me back? I dunno.

And it was just cold and emotionless the rest of the call. I can understand things aren't green or full of sunshine, kitty kats and puppy dogs right now..but Jesus....not even a "how are you doing?"

I don't think she cares. If I hadn't of called...she wouldn't have. And she probably wouldn't tomorrow either. I think shes gonna let us die.

Some aggravating events. Filming got pushed to the first week in September. Went to my buddies house expecting to be doing storyboards and whatnot, and he's not there for like 30 minutes.

I drive all the way back to my place...which is a good 30 minutes away. I call him "Yeah guy Im at my parents, about to head to Home Depot." I'm like, hey remember that filming thing we were gonna do? He decided to push it to the first week in September. awsome...I went to sleep for the rest of the day because I was just tired.

FOOD:
8:30 AM - Banana
11:30 AM - granola bar
2:30 PM - Beef & Rice
5:30 - granola bar
8:30 - Unsure as of yet

WORKOUT:
Sadly...isn't gonna happen today, or the rest of the week. Until Friday perhaps.

Here's why.

I was so slack this weekend. But Saturday was the only real day I ate stupid.

Anyway. Here's todays plan:

FOOD:
7:40 AM - Whole grain waffle, tbsp of peanut butter, glass of V8 splash
10:40 AM - Banana
1:40 PM - Chicken & Rice
4:40 - nutrigrain bar
7:40 - Unsure as of yet

WORKOUT:
20 Minutes of DDR (if I can do it...)

IN OTHER NEWS:

Had to Format my hard drive but I got XP reinstalled without a hitch and am now in the process of reinstalling everything I had on this thing before.

Codecs....software.....so much software. At least I didnt lose my music and artwork.

Thats all for now.

Gatsu OUT!

This report coming to you live from someone elses computer....because mine is fucked. WOOOOOOOOO hurray for technology.

Installed some new Roxio burning software....restarted the machine. It quit booting completely into Windows. So I try to go into Safe Mode...."Windows Setup can only be run in Normal Mode. Restarting Now." Then it resets.

Tried repair installing Windows. Nothing. I was so scared I was gonna lose my 20 GB of music and my Suicide Girls photo sets. Money was spent on those.

Well here's my morning update.

Its odd, but getting up this morning was a little easier, and I don't feel like crap despite being up till 2:30 or so. I contribute that to the workout I think. Just means I need to keep it up. I am sore as hell though. Although not in my legs. Its my shoulders....very odd.

FOOD:
8:45 AM - 1 banana & nutri-grain bar & an ass of water. (was REALLY hungry when I got up.)
11:45 AM - Granola bar

Man...I am so dissapointed in myself right now. I did my 20 minute workout. But it wasn't easy. I did songs I used to do on Standard and get double A's with ease...now on Light and passing with a C. And my calves are burning so bad I had to stop and stretch for like 5 minutes before getting back on the mat. It's pathetic.

How could I let it get this bad? Why did I? I mean it's not even a year since I played this last...and I used to be really good at it. Even being big I was good at it.

As of 8 Am this morning.

FOOD:
8:30 AM - 1 banana
11:30 PM - nutri grain bar
2:30 PM - some hamburger helper/sloppy joe mix crap...
5:30 PM - apple
8:30 PM - Chicken and rice

Guess what DIDNT happen yesterday...yep...a workout. Damned Dead Rising coming out and being all cool and making me play it over working out. But since I played the hell out of it yesterday, I'll work out tonight when I get home first thing then jump back into the game hardcore.

As of 8 Am this morning.

FOOD:
8:30 AM - 1 blueberry Nutri-grain bar
11:30 PM - banana
2:30 PM - chicken strips, potatoe wedges and honey mustard (2 tbsp).
5:30 PM - banana
8:30 PM - not sure yet.

WORKOUT:
20 minutes of DDR
20 of Free Weights

A workout WILL happen today. I will kill anyone who interferes in it today. I feel good, fine and full of the wine at the moment. And nothin is gonna break that.