I had an epiphany at work today. I'm in a rut and hate everybody who works here because they are clones of people I have worked with at other places and already got sick of dealing with. Working in the shipping department means that I am the last line of defense against the innumerable stupid mistakes made by the folks who enter the orders, without having the luxury of a safety net for myself. Not that I need one: I'm just that fucking good. But it's not only the people that work here, it's also the folks that deliver and pick up.
I've taken a hard left turn this week for some reason. I don't know why, I tend to avoid introspective analysis, not because I'm afraid of what I'll find, I'm just too fucking lazy to make that kind of commitment. I may have derailed a couple of threads this week, but I assure you that it was not out of malice...I did it to amuse myself. I also sent an e-mail to a co-worker this week that resulted in disciplinary action: it was also crafted to be simultaneously incendiary to the recipient and amusing for me.
Finally gave up cigarettes. I'm on my fourth day of not smoking and I can already breathe better, not in the best of moods though. If I can make it four days, I can make it five...
