Durty's blog

So the not smoking didn't last long :(  I think I am going to break down and pay the 100 bucks for the Chantrix...hopefully that will work.  Every time I find myself smoking (it's something I don't really consciously do)  I get disgusted with myself.  My kids give me guilt trips about it, as does everyone else I know.  It sucks!! 

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I was looking at the top blogs for the month...and guess who is there....ME...all the way at the bottom, but still way cool, lol. Now for my 50th place award acceptance speech......

YAY

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I was looking at the top blogs for the month...and guess who is there....ME...all the way at the bottom, but still way cool, lol. Now for my 50th place award acceptance speech......

YAY

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I seem to be accumulating these at a pretty decent rate. What I would like to know is what in the world are they? Why do I get them, how do I get more, is there anything I can use them on?

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I seem to be accumulating these at a pretty decent rate. What I would like to know is what in the world are they? Why do I get them, how do I get more, is there anything I can use them on?

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Feeling better overall today, I felt like only killing a few people instead of all people.  :)  I smoked a cigarette at lunch today....I got high, it was great.  Alas five minutes later I felt like a no good piece of crap for giving in to my addiction...I have no self control.  Made me feel like a real loser :(  I hope I will be able to kick it this time, I would hate to have to go through this all over again.