Well I know the "diet" is working.

I wasn't even able to pan down a whole plate of food at the restaurant I went to for lunch. So I know the change in eating habits is helping me eat less at least. And I noticed over the lan this past weekend, even though I did drink alot of Pepsi...I chugged like 3 large glasses of water right afterwards. So I was too full to eat alot. And what I did eat wasn't really bad.

I've noticed my pants have gotten slightly looser than usual and I HAVE to wear my belt to keep em up at work. Now if I could just keep the workout routine consistent then I'd probably drop faster. It's been hard the past few weeks to keep the routine in there. Because I come home and Im wiped out and just wanna chill out and game. By the time I unwind, someone calls or I get stuck doing something I didn't intend on doing. Or the PC dies so I cant use Stepmania...or any other little aggravation you can name.

But I'm gonna try harder to just do it when I get home first thing and ignore everything else until thats done. Make it my #1 priority when I get home. Gotta tell all my friends not to call when I get home until a little later in the evening.

I'm debating whether or not to look at the scales. I wanna know...but then I don't wanna know. I'm allready disgusted with myself as it is. Don't need another depressing stab. But I dunno if looking at the numbers will be beneficial for me in the longrun or not.

Anyway. Thats it on the weight-loss front.

Also...I'm sorry if everyone is sick of reading about "Julia this....or Julia that...". But its a big thing going on at the moment with me...and I'd rather post about it here and get real feedback or input from people I can trust than I would getting a myspace account and getting all the emo & wanna-be gothic attention whores' input.

Thanks all for the support even in my times of stupidity it seems.