agedsandshark's blog

So I am just hanging out at home and the phone rings I look at the caller I.D. and it says an Az #..

What is this could it be my elusive father who I havnt heard from I over a year???

Why yes it is I was like ok lets chat with him so he says that he moved back to Az after living in Tennnessee (about 2 hours awayfor me) so I am talking to him and he tells me he cant get hold of my sister...

So I am just hanging out at home and the phone rings I look at the caller I.D. and it says an Az #..

What is this could it be my elusive father who I havnt heard from I over a year???

Why yes it is I was like ok lets chat with him so he says that he moved back to Az after living in Tennnessee (about 2 hours awayfor me) so I am talking to him and he tells me he cant get hold of my sister...

If you have seen my last blog about my parents then you know what i have been doing and the things that i have working threw.

If you have not seen my other blog just thumb down to see it please i dont feel like recaping it all with that said i have good news and bad news.

First the bad news it has been over a year sence i have had any contact with my birth father and its just not going to happen so I have acpted that fact and i am moving on with him in my life

If you have seen my last blog about my parents then you know what i have been doing and the things that i have working threw.

If you have not seen my other blog just thumb down to see it please i dont feel like recaping it all with that said i have good news and bad news.

First the bad news it has been over a year sence i have had any contact with my birth father and its just not going to happen so I have acpted that fact and i am moving on with him in my life

How to start????

I have had some crazy stuff in my life my mother beat me daily and for no better reason than I looked like my father.

My stepdad like to call me names and put me down as often as he thought was needed so I learned at an early age that the world was hard.

Life goes on and you do the best you can to get by and try to make somthing of yourself and put all that stuff behind you but the thing is how do you deal with the fact that your parents dont care about you?

How to start????

I have had some crazy stuff in my life my mother beat me daily and for no better reason than I looked like my father.

My stepdad like to call me names and put me down as often as he thought was needed so I learned at an early age that the world was hard.

Life goes on and you do the best you can to get by and try to make somthing of yourself and put all that stuff behind you but the thing is how do you deal with the fact that your parents dont care about you?

I am overwhelmed at the response that I have goten from the members of 2old2playHalo at my leaving the clan.
Thanks to all of you that sent PMs to me asking me to come back and showing me some love.
But the fact is that I AgedSANDSHARK tend to get on people's nerves fast and hard sometimes.
Just ask my wife poor woman has to put up with me 24/7.and I lover her for it so much!!!
I am truly sorry for the problems that I have made.
Thanks again for the love and kind words.