Running on Empty

Well, I guess I needed a bit of a break after that last bit of soul-searching. Well, not exactly soul-searching, but certainly some soul-bearing. My thanks for all the comments I received, they were very much appreciated. I think a couple of people asked what I meant by 'the rest is history' with Morag and I. I should have clarified; we've been together since we started dating, maybe 8 or 9 years now, and have had our own place together for 6 or 7 years. We've had our ups and downs, and had the occasional row, but nothing serious.

Anyway, back to the title. I feel like I'm running on empty just now, scraping the bottom of the barrel, or whatever euphemism you want to choose. I'm struggling to work up any enthusiam for my job at the moment, and every morning when I wake up, I'm finding it harder and harder to get out of bed and trudge my way in. I tend to have emotinal 'peaks and troughs', I guess most people do, so it's not the end of the world.

It may be something to do with the season changing, but our Bankruptcy is weighing on my mind more and more just now, and with Christmas and my Birthday coming up, last year's family drama with my father is coming back to haunt us. Morag and I were actually up late on Friday night talking it over, to little effect. I guess it's just one of those things.