Workout #1 COMPRETE!

Yep...did my first workout today. My lungs burn like crazy since it was so cold outside...and it started to snow as I was finishing up. Hopefully I wont get sick.

But my goal with this workout was to focus on my breathing and make sure I kept a steady breath while I was going down hill and uphill. It was hard, but I had good music blaring in my ears to help keep me focussed.

So day #1 of the rest of my life has been a success. Well not totally...still got some art stuff to do.

But the big change has finally been decided upon. Been struggling with whether or not I've really wanted to change, not just my weight, but alot of other aspects in my life. Then something struck me.

Your life wont change unless you make the changes yourself. And then change yourself.

I have alot of training to do. Mentally and physically to overcome my habits I've gained over years of not doing a damn thing. But I have goals I need to accomplish if I ever want to get out of this damn town and make a name for myself.

I dont wanna be famous, but I want my work to be known. I want something I've touched or created to bring joy to people and to entertain them.

For a long time I've been debating on whether or not I should stick to writing, drawing, gaming, or many other things. Why cant I do them all? They all bring me joy. I just have to balance them out.

I wanna write scripts and novels, I wanna draw comics and do concept work for movie and games, I wanna learn 3d modelling and bring characters to life in movies and games. This will take alot of work...but I have time since Im no longer in school. So now I need to focus on these goals and make them happen. All while trying to get my weight under control and down to a good level.

Thats it for now. I'll be on Gears tonight if anyone wants to shoot me a invite.

Gatsu OUT!