Update:

Gatsu

Shared on Thu, 08/17/2006 - 22:05
Today wasn't too bad. Didn't go into work because I was just too damn tired. Running on 1 hour of sleep...I wouldn't be able to do shit. I'd mess up so many print jobs...I'd probably get canned.

Anyway. It wasn't bad, but not that it didnt have its few rough spots. There were a few spots where I really wanted to just talk to her or see her. But I can't. Thats kinda hard.

I won't be seeing her for a week at least. Hopefully it will take the same tole on her that it will me. So I'm gonna try to occupy my time with a good LAN this weekend. Won't be fancy, but it'll be fun. I'll take some pics and post em here as the weekend progresses.

Everyone please keep me and Julia in your prayers. Its gonna be rough, but I know that things will get better eventually.

I'll keep ya posted.

Health Update:

FOOD:
Didn't eat until 5:30 or so.
5:30 PM - Steak, corn on the cob & a piece of garlic bread - and a pepsi.

Pepsi wasn't a good idea, but its better than pickin up a beer or a shot of vodka. lol. No thats no excuse either...I just really wanted it. But I wont be doin that tomorrow. It'll be back to the schedule tomorrow.

Gatsu OUT!

Comments

DEADSTOCK's picture
Submitted by DEADSTOCK on Thu, 08/17/2006 - 22:33
Hey Gatsu, Just started reading yer blog so i'm not really up to date on the woman or eating or drinking thing yet, but i'll keep reading. But from reading the most recent blog it made me feel bummed out. Chin up bro!
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Submitted by Gatsu on Thu, 08/17/2006 - 22:36
the drinking thing was a joke really. I dont drink. but I have a workout schedule I've been trying to keep to, and a eating regiment. That got thrown off because of the trip to the emergency room with my girlfriend.
KingDrewsky's picture
Submitted by KingDrewsky on Thu, 08/17/2006 - 22:43
Pepsi? Ya gotta switch to the diet stuff. After a week, you don't even miss the sugary sweetness. BTW, I am one of your blog readers that is hoping you kick your Julia addiction. Don't get me wrong, I am hoping that Julia overcomes her issues and I am glad she has you helping her. But, it is time you started treating her as a friend and not a lover. It is impossible to love someone who doesn't love themself.
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Submitted by Gatsu on Thu, 08/17/2006 - 23:00
I cant drink the diet stuff man. Its nasty. Im a pepsi purist. Even tried Pepsi One. And I don't drink it all the time anyways. Thats my first pepsi in 2 weeks. I understand where your coming from. I thought about that. But I don't know if I can do it or not. Everytime I would see her, it would take so much not to kiss her or hold her hand or something. It would torture me to be so close and not be able to give that affection. Or to get it back. It's gonna be a rough time. but I am glad I have the support I do from you guys posting. It is appreciated.

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