This is some old bullshit.

Go to pick up Julia today right....when I get there, her mom is bitching her out about something. So I go into "zone out" mode to ignore her because her moms voice grates on my nerves.

Stupid me listens to a bit of it...and I get sucked into the whole ordeal.

Apparantly the stability I thought was going on with Julia for the past few weeks was bullshit and lies. Shes been taking nyquil to stay zonked out all day and just sleep. ontop of her medication she has to take every day AND some benedryl her mom was giving her to help her sinuses.

And she told her mom I bought her the nyquil. Which obviously I did not.

She decided to stay home and sulk because she had a "feeling" that I was mad at her. WELL NO FUCK! Gee....ya think? Where'd ya park the fucking squad car Dick Tracy? Jesus Hubert Christ on a rubber crucifix.

So Im not just pissed off she lied to me, lied to her mom and tried to blame me for something; I'm also pissed I wasted gas driving all the fucking way out there to pick her up and ending up driving back empty handed. And I'm pissed off that she cut, and lied to me about that. When she feels like she wants to cut, or gets the urge....shes supposed to tell her mom, or call me. Yeah she told her mom....after the fucking fact. What is that supposed to do? Not a goddamn thing.

Happy fucking Saturday. I love the weekend! YEAH! FUCK YEAH! Just cant get any better can it?

Im fuckin OUT!