Gatsu
Shared on Thu, 11/02/2006 - 19:38Been kinda down the past few days. Managed to get a little excited about Halloween, but that all kinda got beat outta me. (read last blog for details)...
I had today off from work, which was ok. But now I started feeling sick last night. Achey all over with a massive headache. I think I must have caught the bug that Julia had last week.
Been feeling like I'm really losing the connection I had with 2 of my friends. My buddies Panda and Akira seem to pulling away from me. Panda and I are disagreeing alot more on our gaming choices...and he puts down anything/everything I've wanted to play lately. Which is ok since its his opinion...but I dont diss his game selection. But all we talk about are games and anime. We both dont watch much anime anymore...and I dont really wanna talk to him if all he's gonna do is bitch about the games I like.
Akira has been ignoring phone calls...and its been about 2 weeks since I've last heard from him. Usually he would call around now. But no such incident. And anytime I had talked to him in the past few months...its been drama drama drama.
This wouldn't really be a big deal...but I only ever really talk to 3 or 4 people at all. One of those being my girlfriend...who I bitched at earlier about some bullshit that happened last night. I wont get into detail because I dont wanna really discuss it. Its just something thats been wearing on me for a long time and something kinda made me snap about it last night.
I don't know what to do about any of this at the moment. I kinda want to just crawl in a nice dark hole and leave the world to run for a while without me in it. Not very realistic I know. Its just how I feel at the moment.
Wish I lived alot closer to some people in this community. I'd be able to chill out and just game without having to worry about drama bullshit....
I'm gonna go to bed now...its time for some NyQuil.
Gatsu OUT
I had today off from work, which was ok. But now I started feeling sick last night. Achey all over with a massive headache. I think I must have caught the bug that Julia had last week.
Been feeling like I'm really losing the connection I had with 2 of my friends. My buddies Panda and Akira seem to pulling away from me. Panda and I are disagreeing alot more on our gaming choices...and he puts down anything/everything I've wanted to play lately. Which is ok since its his opinion...but I dont diss his game selection. But all we talk about are games and anime. We both dont watch much anime anymore...and I dont really wanna talk to him if all he's gonna do is bitch about the games I like.
Akira has been ignoring phone calls...and its been about 2 weeks since I've last heard from him. Usually he would call around now. But no such incident. And anytime I had talked to him in the past few months...its been drama drama drama.
This wouldn't really be a big deal...but I only ever really talk to 3 or 4 people at all. One of those being my girlfriend...who I bitched at earlier about some bullshit that happened last night. I wont get into detail because I dont wanna really discuss it. Its just something thats been wearing on me for a long time and something kinda made me snap about it last night.
I don't know what to do about any of this at the moment. I kinda want to just crawl in a nice dark hole and leave the world to run for a while without me in it. Not very realistic I know. Its just how I feel at the moment.
Wish I lived alot closer to some people in this community. I'd be able to chill out and just game without having to worry about drama bullshit....
I'm gonna go to bed now...its time for some NyQuil.
Gatsu OUT
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Submitted by OldManRiver48 on Fri, 11/03/2006 - 00:16