Gatsu
Shared on Mon, 08/21/2006 - 08:31FOOD:
8:15 AM - Apple, water
11:15 AM - granola bar, water
2:15 PM - noodles & beef sausage, water
5:15 PM - granola bar, water
8:15 PM - ?? (undetermined yet)
WORKOUT:
20 Minutes of DDR
Pretty down today, so I'm gonna try to keep busy at work, and probably work out then take a nap when I get home.
My buddy Chris who talked me into going to dragon*con probably can't go. He doesn't have a job at the moment (he did when he got me to say yeah to going to D*con). And he may not be able to afford to take classes this semester. I told him I'd front him some cash since I can afford it for the classes but I don't think he's gonna take it. He's a little too pridefull. And if he takes the money for school he's definitely NOT going to D*con. And if he does take the cash money will be a little tight for a week or so. Not too tight or I wouldn't have offered.
And that just sucks ass. I really wanted him to go with the group. He needs the trip out of town as much as everyone else. If not more. It'd only be $160 or so for the ticket and room for the 4 days alltogether. I might be able to swing that if I have to. I know its probably stupid. But I really want him to go. And I look at it like this...it can be paid back later. I have a job and will have more checks coming in.
Anyone have any suggestions?
UPDATE ADDED:
Well it seems that Julia didn't want to go to Dragon*con to begin with. Just read her latest journal entry before I went to take her to the hospital...and she felt like she was "forced" into it, although she didn't say "no I dont wanna go."
Well if thats still true when shes out of the hospital, then good. That opens up a ticket for Chris and I wont have to put up with asking her if shes ok every 5 minutes and I'll be able to have some fun.
Dammit. I'm tired of these conflicting feelings. One minute I love her alot and want to see her, then the next I wanna yell at her and tell her to go fuck herself and all her problems. Then I'm upset because I can't see her...then I feel like I'm the fucking bad guy because I'm angry at her. I dunno. I'm just tired of feeling like this. Dunno what to do about it right now really. Can't talk to her about it. Not for another couple of days or so.
Gatsu OUT!
8:15 AM - Apple, water
11:15 AM - granola bar, water
2:15 PM - noodles & beef sausage, water
5:15 PM - granola bar, water
8:15 PM - ?? (undetermined yet)
WORKOUT:
20 Minutes of DDR
Pretty down today, so I'm gonna try to keep busy at work, and probably work out then take a nap when I get home.
My buddy Chris who talked me into going to dragon*con probably can't go. He doesn't have a job at the moment (he did when he got me to say yeah to going to D*con). And he may not be able to afford to take classes this semester. I told him I'd front him some cash since I can afford it for the classes but I don't think he's gonna take it. He's a little too pridefull. And if he takes the money for school he's definitely NOT going to D*con. And if he does take the cash money will be a little tight for a week or so. Not too tight or I wouldn't have offered.
And that just sucks ass. I really wanted him to go with the group. He needs the trip out of town as much as everyone else. If not more. It'd only be $160 or so for the ticket and room for the 4 days alltogether. I might be able to swing that if I have to. I know its probably stupid. But I really want him to go. And I look at it like this...it can be paid back later. I have a job and will have more checks coming in.
Anyone have any suggestions?
UPDATE ADDED:
Well it seems that Julia didn't want to go to Dragon*con to begin with. Just read her latest journal entry before I went to take her to the hospital...and she felt like she was "forced" into it, although she didn't say "no I dont wanna go."
Well if thats still true when shes out of the hospital, then good. That opens up a ticket for Chris and I wont have to put up with asking her if shes ok every 5 minutes and I'll be able to have some fun.
Dammit. I'm tired of these conflicting feelings. One minute I love her alot and want to see her, then the next I wanna yell at her and tell her to go fuck herself and all her problems. Then I'm upset because I can't see her...then I feel like I'm the fucking bad guy because I'm angry at her. I dunno. I'm just tired of feeling like this. Dunno what to do about it right now really. Can't talk to her about it. Not for another couple of days or so.
Gatsu OUT!
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