Dr. House.....paging Dr. House.....

Well the car is going to the shop today. Why do you ask? To let the professionals handle it.

I changed out a couple of small parts that could have been the culprit. But they weren't. Which means its something I don't have the tools to fix. I just hope it doesn't cost an arm and a leg. The shop I'm taking it to's owner is a good friend of the family. So I might get the hookup. Hopefully.

We'll see.

Something Im kinda having problems with as of late, is to not let other peoples problems bother me. I mean problems with either Julia or problems my buddy Akira is having. Because it brings me down.

I don't know where the line is really. I don't wanna act like an ass and not care at all. But I think I care too much or somehow feel like they are my problems to. I dunno. i know they aren't my problems. But they involve people I really care about.

What should I do about that?

I haven't picked up a controller in a couple of days. Been a little down with all thats going on with Julia and Akira...and now the car having issues. Its another chunk of cash going out the window. Im not really worried about the money. More will come in because I'm working. I guess its just seeing large chunks go out at one time. Its different with bills because they are monthly and ya get used to them. Its those sneaky extras that take chunks out of yer savings that bug me.

I guess really I have too damn much on my mind and I'm overwhelming myself with extra crap. Here's all thats running through my head currently.
Problems with Julia
Problems with Akira
Car problems
Weight stuff - haven't felt well enough to kick back the routine again. Having problems sleeping and waking up early. So I'm tired all day.
Building my Dreamcast joystick
Working on my Arcade cabinet
Working on artwork for my portfolio
Cleaning my room so I CAN work on artwork
getting a HDTV

And I feel like I'm in a race or something. None of the above stuff has to be finished NOW. But for some reason its all fighting to take the #1 spot and trying to get done. And it overwhelms me to a point where I just sit and just listen to music. Then get even more down because I'm not doing anything constructive.

I just wanna sleep.

Well back to work I guess.

Gatsu OUT!