Damn I need to re-organize myself.

I've really let some crap pull me down over the past month or so. I thought I was doing well. I guess I was just being blissfully ignorant. I find myself watching movies last night eating a bag of white cheddar popcorn and tearing down a 3-liter of soda.

Its time to get back in the game. Get the eating schedule back and eliminate the high-carb stuff. And working out regularly again.

Theres stuff with Julia going on that I won't get into. But I've let it bother me and it shouldn't as much as it has. She has to pay for her own mistakes. And theres nothing I can do to help her or to get her out of them. So I just have to let it be as it is right now and just be there for her when I can be.

Time to kick my own ass into shape. No one else is gonna do it. Unless I join the military...which ain't happenin. I don't take orders. I'd get my ass beat down real quick. All while spittin out every bit of foul language I could. Its just not for me.

Anyway. I'm just dealing with alot of crap and not dealing with it how I should. And I'm catching it now and am gonna try to set things right and do things how I need to.

Thats all for this transmission.

Gatsu OUT!