Another day...another...well...day...

FOOD:
Today it's just water and granola bars. Need the extra fiber and water to flush out what I ate last night and the night before.

I had too many wings last night at wing night and man do I feel like shit for it. 20 wings. Doesn't sound like much, but thats 20 huge honkin wings. Felt lke shit all last night to.

And then lightning struck my brain this morning. All this stuff Im doing will only work if I do it because I want to. I have to want to. Thats it. Theres no other reason.

I can say I'm doing it for all these other reasons...but when it boils down to it. I just want to. And that should be good enough.

I guess I've just been overcomplicating it. Not just the weight thing, but my art and other things going on in my life. I have to do them because I want to. There are other reasons, but for that foundational reason first and foremost. I WANT TO.

That has to be my driving force and I can't let it change. Not even in the slightest.

I hope this little lightning bolt benefits someone else who may be struggling with this. So thats why I'm sharing.

I am who I am because I want and choose to be. Thats all.

Gatsu OUT!