What a day....

Today was one of those days that really drive home the expression "Mondays suck ass!" We had a blackout at the plant which meant all kinds of shit broke when power was restored. My day was full of fixing programming, communication issues & other shitacular problem solving tasks.

On a a slightly better note, I did go by some new Red Wing work boots. Yeah!

I also received another job opportunity in my email today for a reliability engineering position. the company is fantastic, the pay is almost double what i make now & the benefits blow my current ones out of the water. So why am i not excited? I just started this job in November and I really enjoy what i'm doing. Plus I'm just now starting to get into the groove of things. I don't know. I need to do what's right for my career and family but, I can't help but feel like this new position is going to be a stressful piece of shit.

I don't even know what to write. all i know is, I hate feeling this way. i feel stranded and alone.

i don't know what to do. fuck it. whatever.