FML....give me a bullet please.

I seem to remember posting a blog a while back about a extremely shitty situation that I was in and guess what....it's happened again. Worse than before and I'm just ready to say fuck it. i can't sleep. Gaming is getting boring. I can't get motivated to do anything. My house is a mess and I almost feel like burning it down because I don't want to fuck with it. I am a firm believer that God put us here and that we are being tested and that this is just another test that I must endure. it's the decisions we make that defines who we are and what kind of person we truely are inside. Sometimes there's decisions that have to be made that have to be made for the greater good or for the benefit of your children. The problem is, i don't know which way I'm supposed to go. I'm sitting here watching the cursor blink...waiting for me to pour out all the thoughts in my head but, nothing is coming out. I can't even put together a simple sentence that defines my mood and more importantly, defines who I am. So for now I'm going to stop my whining and try and pull my shit together. Muster up what's left and move forward. Hopefully the next time I post it won't be full of this emo-ridden bullshit and I'll be back to my good'ol sarcastic self.

thanks for listening internetz.