FML....give me a bullet please.


Shared on Thu, 01/13/2011 - 17:41

I seem to remember posting a blog a while back about a extremely shitty situation that I was in and guess's happened again. Worse than before and I'm just ready to say fuck it. i can't sleep. Gaming is getting boring. I can't get motivated to do anything. My house is a mess and I almost feel like burning it down because I don't want to fuck with it. I am a firm believer that God put us here and that we are being tested and that this is just another test that I must endure. it's the decisions we make that defines who we are and what kind of person we truely are inside. Sometimes there's decisions that have to be made that have to be made for the greater good or for the benefit of your children. The problem is, i don't know which way I'm supposed to go. I'm sitting here watching the cursor blink...waiting for me to pour out all the thoughts in my head but, nothing is coming out. I can't even put together a simple sentence that defines my mood and more importantly, defines who I am. So for now I'm going to stop my whining and try and pull my shit together. Muster up what's left and move forward. Hopefully the next time I post it won't be full of this emo-ridden bullshit and I'll be back to my good'ol sarcastic self.

thanks for listening internetz.


buckeye75's picture
Submitted by buckeye75 on Thu, 01/13/2011 - 18:12
I could feed you a bunch of bullshit about how this will pass and better times are ahead and all that may be true, but it won't really make you feel any better. So just know that we all feel for you and hope better times come soon.
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Submitted by slowthumbs on Thu, 01/13/2011 - 18:40
dude. been there. it will get better.
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Submitted by CrypticCat on Thu, 01/13/2011 - 19:01
Hey man, it's just life. But maybe this helps, most of my depressive spells came from trying to be accomodating towards others. Setting myself aside to aid others, help others... it's easy to lose sight of who you are and what you want. I learned to say "go fuck yourself" to people in general and generally cut loose from them before shit starts to happen. It made me much happier and most importantly, much stronger. It doesn't mean that I don't have friends, but it does mean that those who are my friends, are the ones worth having. I apply this with military precision in my life. No one will ever fuck my life over again, for whatever reason. The price you have to pay getting back on your feet is just too high to tolerate shit from 90% of the motherfuckers out there.
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Submitted by FaceFuMaster on Fri, 01/14/2011 - 15:54
Wishing you good things. Cheers
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Submitted by NoGame22 on Sat, 01/15/2011 - 09:51
Agreed cat. You have to make sure your shit is straight and you ate happy before you worry about others. Good luck man

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