sleep deprived

I've started running into an issue that I am becomming sleep deprived....In the past this was always caused by insomnia(still a common event for me), but lately, I simply don't want to go to bed. I don't have anything better to do, and I could easily fall asleep, but for some reason I would much rather stay awake. Going on a week and a half of 2-4 hr of sleep per night, and I don't feel concerned.

If I go to bed now, I might get 3.5hr. but I still don't want to. I know I'm pushing myself to a breaking point, but for some masochistic reason, I like that.

Decided to put in a bit more time on the desktop, I didn't have any more 512 DDR1 RAM to max it out, but I did find a much better mouse for surfing. using a roller mouse on the couch was not working so well. I pulled a DVD drive to replace the CD drive that is currently being used, and I have cleaned more copies of AOL from the HDD. I think this hard drive has every version of AOL ever made and every self installer program to "fix" any uninstalled programs. I always hated AOL, but seriously, when I click "uninstall", then "yes I want to uninstall", "YES I REALLY WANT TO UNINSTALL!", "yes, I know that I will be unable to use AOL if I uninstall it".......PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF THE GODS UNINSTALL THIS SOFTWARE!, that maybe I didn't do it by accident and actually meant to install a newer version, or toolbar, or chat, or any other program they think I would want. and while I was typing this I had 2 pop ups advertising their AOL pop up blocker.....oh great Ormigoden, please smite the people who created these programs, dunk them in the liquid steel that runs through your veins and burry them so deep, your earth will have to split in half for them to taste air again. (and no I don't want to reinstall AIM you arrogant ejaculations of a retarted hemroidal yak!) and on that note, it may be time for me to try to get some sleep. oh, how nice, there is an uninstaller for the AOL uninstall program... May Barbara Streisand and Rosanne Barr anal rape you with rusted bear traps while singing off broadway show tunes you Boon's Farms drinking products of selective inbreeding!

note to self, get a spell check program on this computer, I didn't go through 5 years of accounting classes just to spend time spell checking everything I write.

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