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Ok, I'm at home, all alone....Jolly went shopping with one of her friends so I can do ANYTHING I WANT ALL DAY LONG.....I dont' know what I want to do.....really I have no clue.....it is such a rare occasion that I'm home bymyself that I don't even know what I  want.....is that sad?  I could play L4D....Far Cry 2....watch a movie.....sit here and stare at a wall until she comes home....I just don't know.

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Ok, I'm at home, all alone....Jolly went shopping with one of her friends so I can do ANYTHING I WANT ALL DAY LONG.....I dont' know what I want to do.....really I have no clue.....it is such a rare occasion that I'm home bymyself that I don't even know what I  want.....is that sad?  I could play L4D....Far Cry 2....watch a movie.....sit here and stare at a wall until she comes home....I just don't know.

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I just have a feeling that today will be one of those days that never ends. We are going to go see ‘Avenue Q’ this evening, so that will be fun….but it’s only 10 and it feels like I’ve been here for 12 hours already. And it will only get worse since the only co-worker I can stand to talk to is off today….

I just have a feeling that today will be one of those days that never ends. We are going to go see ‘Avenue Q’ this evening, so that will be fun….but it’s only 10 and it feels like I’ve been here for 12 hours already. And it will only get worse since the only co-worker I can stand to talk to is off today….

You know, it just struck me that the only view most of you have of punks is those wannabe teens who hang out at the mall and complain about their parents...go to a club some night when a real punk group is playing and you'll see the real punks. The people who have the original Ramones t-shits because they were at the concert, not because they stole their parents credit card to buy it on EBay...or they guy who got out of work and is still wearing his uniform, or business suit because FU, he doesn't care, so why should you?

You know, it just struck me that the only view most of you have of punks is those wannabe teens who hang out at the mall and complain about their parents...go to a club some night when a real punk group is playing and you'll see the real punks. The people who have the original Ramones t-shits because they were at the concert, not because they stole their parents credit card to buy it on EBay...or they guy who got out of work and is still wearing his uniform, or business suit because FU, he doesn't care, so why should you?

would I be racist if I said I hate pigmy’s? not exactly midgets....but just anyone under 4' tall...they are like little full grown children (I guess that doesn't make much sense but I'll go with it anyway)...maybe that stems from my fears babies and children....which stems from my germ-a- phobic nature....which stems from me working in a tiny little sanitary box ALL DAY LONG!!...but really is that racism? or stereotyping? Or just….I don’t know….but really….

would I be racist if I said I hate pigmy’s? not exactly midgets....but just anyone under 4' tall...they are like little full grown children (I guess that doesn't make much sense but I'll go with it anyway)...maybe that stems from my fears babies and children....which stems from my germ-a- phobic nature....which stems from me working in a tiny little sanitary box ALL DAY LONG!!...but really is that racism? or stereotyping? Or just….I don’t know….but really….

Well, I have been in an odd mood, a constant shifting of attitudes, one moment I’m pissed, the next I’m depressed, the next I feel abandoned….well, there’s only one cure….I need to go fishing.

Well, I have been in an odd mood, a constant shifting of attitudes, one moment I’m pissed, the next I’m depressed, the next I feel abandoned….well, there’s only one cure….I need to go fishing.