And then the bottom dropped out.
Well it was good while it lasted. The last round of chemo seems to have stopped working. Either that or the small dose i take of Methotrexate once a week has stopped working. OR i'm in a flare up or all of the above. I don't know. All i know is, i'm in a lot of pain again, i'm exhausted all the time, i have NO appetite, and i'm PISSED. If the chemo doesn't work anymore, i'm literally out of options. Nothing left to do but live in pain and wait for the end. Yay for depressing blogs!
Hopefully it's a minor flare up that will go the hell away soon. Any flare up FEELS horrible, but the minor ones go away and then i'm all sunshiney ZombieKitten again! i'm hoping that's the case this time.
For all of you who have continued to keep up with my health issues and who send prayers, vibes and good wishes my way, it means a lot to me and i thank you! <3