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rockcrawler69

I AM SECOND


These last six months have been what would seem to me an impossible task. I would not  wish this kind of anguish on my enemy.  If it were up to me, I would have thrown the towl in months ago. I would have crawled into a corner, balled up in the fetal position , put my thumb in my mouth and just died. It has been that hard. It is that hard. It is hard to be the father that I am called to be. I have tried to be the husband I have been called to be.  I know that throughout this, it isn't me that has carriedme through, it has been Jesus. I know HE has carried me. I KNOW IT! He has placed the most amazing people in my life to help hold me up, to catch me when I fall, to give me strength. to encourage, to help me be a dad on my own. It is in the midst of this battle that I have felt him around me.


I am Nashu and I am Second.


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Comments (7)

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CMA·
cool site. Thanks for sharing that rock.
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dkhodz·
Hang in there, buddy. It will get better, but it may get worse before it gets better because you can't wait that long for it to get better. I hope that makes sense.
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Stryker927·
We're praying for you bro! Thanks for sharing!
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rockcrawler69·
Thanks DK. I know it will get better. It is hard bro. There are times that I just break down, I have to pull over cause I am just sobbing. But you know, those times are further apart know and as I said, I know HE has a plan, it will all work out one way or the other for HIS glory.
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revslow·
I'm praying for you my brother. Just remember the man who \"says\" he don't cry is either a liar or a fool.
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WallyBR·
Ditto Stryker - I didn't read this blog post until after I sent you that email. I added your name to my men's small group prayer list last night - you now have another 5 brothers pulling for you.\r \r
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jtgjr007·
Thanks, for sharing this site with us. Whatever you're going through, know that there are fellow believers out there you've never met who are praying for you.