When karma knocks you down

just wanted to say ...

i do not sleep with girl just for sex... i sleep with  girl i saw 5 or 6 times and that i want to build something with

now ... in my youth it wasnt the same story...

ive been quite an asshole then ... lol

but today its coming back to me ... karma they say

ive met 3 girls in a row ... got to restaurant 5 to 6 meets kisses and stuff... then sex ...

2 or 3 days after they just write over msn that they leave me im not theyr type

then i insisted ...

one was married 3 childrens ...nedded a challenge ...
one was about to get engaged with her boyfriend and wanted to know if she was ready
the other one said ... i just wanted to ... fuck the rest

....

whatever

 its complicated ... and useless ...

but i saw after all those  ( thay were spanned over the last year)  that hurts  ... sometimes a lot

but who cares ... and what gives ... im going back into my silence ...