The weight? Is it worth it?
You do not carry the weight of the world on your shoulders. Being a martyr to your cause is only important to you and goes un-noticed by passer-byes. Get busy livin or loose what small bit of happiness we shortly have in life.
In short... Let it be. So I leave you with this:
How much wood could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood?
Thats the question that goes through my mind right now.