oh hell

do not lose yourself over this, it is a hard thing to do, devastating really but if it's what you really want, then stick to your guns and things will work out and become easier over time (and i know that old adage \"time heals all....\" it doesn't really heal but the pain does lessen over time and with a good support group around you there can be healing).

Good luck an prayers

Agreeing (manipulated?) to things you do not want should strengthen your resolve to leave, not shake it.\r \r If things were agreed to under duress/pressure, they are not binding.\r \r \"Resolve and thou art free.\"-Longfellow\r \r ps. per Rumba....time also wounds all heels!\r \r