it has been so long

I know I haven't posted in so long but I had alot going on.  For the past four months the wife and I were in negotiations to buy a farm....yes you read that right, an honest to god, organic, hippy, home grown, have a stand at the local farmer's market kind of farm, I was ready to quit my job and become a farmer, ..after much negotiations a meer week from settlement the entire deal fell through, it hasn't really been easy since the failure was completly my fault, and everyone involved was given extensive information on how and why I failed....not my best day.

Things have been a bit off since then, I have hardly touched a game, avoided alot of TV, and have been absent from most of my favorite websites, thanks in no small part to my work who has blocked every website but facebook and local news sites.....since I don't have a facebook account, I have become the new terror of local news story comment pages with such witty responses as "How is this news" and "I wish this reporter would leave their opinions for the editorial pages."...it may not sound like much, but on a small local news site it is practically scandelous.

Atleast I have a new hunting rifle to play with (a little mood boost after a few crappy months.) and deer season starts up next week. With any luck my next blog will have a picture of me, smiling, covered in blood, guts, and hair. Really I'm not a psycho, cleaning a fresh kill just makes me happy....and that sounds even worse..... I think I'll just go back to sulking in the corner.

Again...not a psycho...

*sulk*

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