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It seems like the harder I try to make my life better it just gets worse.  I have to make weekly trip to Jonesboro, 2 1/2 hours away, for my daughters therapy.   I take the truck with GPS, and yet in this town not even GPS will help you.  Roads start then stop and re start two block later. It's just fucked up.  Today I went to Taco bell to grab lunch for Jesse and I couldn't find my wallet, it fell out of my purse. No big deal, get out of the car and grab the wallet...NO the pissy bitch at the window told me to giver her the money or get out of the way.  I didn't say anything to her, I just drove off.  Why would it have been so hard for to let me get out of the car and get the wallet out of the back?  This is when I say Fuck It, it's not my problem I'm not being the bitch so I just won't let it bother me.  I say that but it's easier said than done.  Then leaving there I once again was lost and it took me too long to get back to the doctors office. 


 


"Shit Happens" but for me it just seems to keep happening, a few weeks ago I had my clavicle (collar bone) poped 3 inches out of place, my hip was dislocated and I got a nasty bruise on my right thigh plus my shoulder was bruised.  None of the bruises are gone yet but they feel better.  Not too bad, I went to the Chiropracter and he got me fixed up. 


 


But how do you deal with emotional problems?  In the last three weeks I've had to re-tell a story, I never wanted to talk about again, 3 times.  It's an emotionaly draining subject that makes me want to hurt someone every time I have to re tell it.  I wish there was something I could take to deal with that.  Any suggestions would be great.  I'm at a loss and this is just killing me a little bit at a time.


 


Ice

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J-Cat·
no clue, swet pea... but if you ever wanna chat hit me with a PM
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ATC_1982·
Not the right person to give direction, but not med's. Try to do something else like writing and then people to mind there own damn business. \r \r I honestly don't deal with my problems as I just bottle them away and focus my attention on something else. now when i do write my emotions can been seen on the pages that wont be looked at again.
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pearly_54·
Talk therapy! Not drugs! Well, maybe, but not the first choice. Talk to someone you trust. Retell the story when it is not threatening. Feel better, Icey.
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TDrag27·
Find a story on the net or in a book that is the same (or similar) to what you dealt with. You won't be the first to have dealt with whatever situation it is. Sometimes knowing you're not alone and that your anger, hurt, sadness or whatever is totally normal and okay...is just enough to start overcoming it. \r \r But yeah, don't \"take something\". Drugs are just masks and make everything come back with a vengeance when they wear off. Good luck.
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Flywalker·
Jonesboro is just that way. The people in Jonesboro have to deal with traffic that is worse than Memphis, but the streets are still designed for horse and freaking buggy. I just drive around and act like I own the streets and I am letting them borrow them. Don't let people in Jonesboro run you down. As far as can't find your way around, I am very familiar with jonesboro, let me know where you are getting lost and I can help you get around it. I used to live in Jonesboro when I was in college. I can help you with the other stuff. Drugs are bad, that is all i know! Take care.
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Rau·
Hit me up at the LAN Ice, I'll help break it down for you.