Homeless
I realy do like it here, I guess I just need time to find a place in the community. I still search several gaming communities trying t find the right one. I am really disappointed in myself cause even after all the BULLSHIT at the site I came from where I was stabbed in the back, I still continue to go back and post. I am not the erson who ets eople just shit on me, but that is what I m doing each time I go back. I do have some very very few friends left there at that site, which is one reason I go back, but the biggest is probably because it is a site that was MY original idea, I should have just destroyed it when I had a chance.
I hate how now they let that piece of shit Brydd come in as a moderator the guy I mentioned in a previous post be a fucking mod. This is how back stabbing those bitches are over there. There was numerus times, where another Admin would post privatly how this guys a complete fucking looser, etc. So why did he make him a Mod. i really want to say fuck it al to hell leave completely and fuck even erase my entire friends list and start over, it just sucks that I have some friends there, and they are good friends, and unlike those fucks I would not stab them in the backs. Fuck I hate that site.
Why do I do that to myself. Guess I'm just torn.
But then again why the fuck am I getting so pissed at people I dont even know in real life?
I need something to get me back in a good mood.
