Having Trouble

I'm currently struggling in grinding out some of my final achievements on a handful of games I've been delaying.  If you were to look over my games played, you would find that I'm within completion distance of 8-10 games.  The problem is I've gotten back into the game everyone loves to hate, Modern Warfare 2.  It is such a bad game.  I don't even know why I punish myself.  I like all the negative emotions I guess.

I currently need to be playing every other game!!

But I can't put modern warfare down right now.  I think watching stupid videos of people geting a nuke in 3 minutes has screwed with my percepetion of my ability.  I suck! I will never get a nuke, but I keep trying.  I'm so bad.  Today I played before a meeting, Domination on Scrapyard, started out 25 and 5.  I ended up 27 and 27.  I'm so bad, but I still play that game with this idea that I'll reach new heights of greatness. I've added a pict of my horrible abilities for all to laugh at.