Do you ever just feel like....
running away? I've had my good days and bad. I try to stay optimistic about my future. I try to ignore the intense lonliness I feel sometimes. I play with my kitty. She LUVS me!!!! I have tried reaching out to friends, but some of the things I want to talk about, I just can't. And, being the sorta loner person that I am, I really don't have many friends, at least those I can trust. I am getting some attention from the match.com thing. I think it is too scarey to meet up with some of these people. They seem nice enuf, but...... I luv the neat peeps I have met on this website. I even have DSmooth on my Facebook! Too funny. But, for some reason, I still feel like running.
I got a call from my oldest brother the other day. What a surprise! He is in Arizona, retired, and working an "after retirement" job in real estate. Real Estate!!! He is a chemical engineer! But, like me, he has been overwhelmed with various things throughout his life, and now wants to do something that he enjoys. He has found a wonderful lady that I luv to death. She is also a nurse, but I met her before she was. He's been married twice, had several "meaningful relationships", and now has his soul mate. I am so happy for him. Now, Arizona is a place I haven't been to for many, many years. Hmmm. A trip out west this spring? Perhaps. I would like to go to the coast and see Bill and Aubyn again. On the other hand, I am anxious to see Dave and Shannon's new baby. It's your turn to come here, Dave! Just trying to see how I can "run" without actually running. Maybe this is a plan brewing......