Blowing all the Other Kids Away

i've been havin a reaaallll fuckin hard time latelt with all kinds of personal issues. i've just about had it. fuck everybody that has these i'm perfect and lolier than  thou sttitudes. life is life and you can't change what you're dealt. but at least there are ways to deal with it, so it's either deal or open up your wrists. i hate bitchin, so i'm not. i'm dealing. sometimes you just have to put on some trippy music whicj i'm listenting to secret machines right now, and totally soak yourself in whatever subsyannce does the trix for you to just shot away all the shit in a vault for a while where nothing can touch you. and if you don't come back...so what?