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I haven't had a cigarette in almost 48 hrs.......YAY me.  If I wasn't feeling like such shit I am sure I would be really proud of myself.  I  left work at 11ish.......couldn't breathe, couldn't quit coughing and I was just done trying to work anymore.  I hate feeling this way, nothing helps and I just want it to end.  I wish I could afford to go to the doctor, unfortunately........I don't have insurance.   I think I ought to get some soon though, lol.  Otherwise I might die and leave Sicrik alone, and we just can't have that happen....he would be miserable without me around  

Only 4 more days till the weekend!!

Happy Monday

~Durty