I seem to remember posting a blog a while back about a extremely shitty situation that I was in and guess what....it's happened again. Worse than before and I'm just ready to say fuck it. i can't sleep. Gaming is getting boring. I can't get motivated to do anything. My house is a mess and I almost feel like burning it down because I don't want to fuck with it. I am a firm believer that God put us here and that we are being tested and that this is just another test that I must endure. it's the decisions we make that defines who we are and what kind of person we truely are inside. Sometimes there's decisions that have to be made that have to be made for the greater good or for the benefit of your children. The problem is, i don't know which way I'm supposed to go. I'm sitting here watching the cursor blink...waiting for me to pour out all the thoughts in my head but, nothing is coming out. I can't even put together a simple sentence that defines my mood and more importantly, defines who I am. So for now I'm going to stop my whining and try and pull my shit together. Muster up what's left and move forward. Hopefully the next time I post it won't be full of this emo-ridden bullshit and I'll be back to my good'ol sarcastic self.

thanks for listening internetz.

So you know what that means right??? Time to bust out the PSP for some action! Now I'm regretting not buying "Ghost of Sparta" given the fact I have beat "Chains of Olympus" about 20 times. Oh well, what's 21 times right? Anywho, so I'm down Colwich,KS for a MAPCON users training for the rest of the week. Shouldn't be too bad. Everything is paid for and the room is nice. The training class could get a little boring considering the fact I'm already doing most of what they are going to be teaching. Oh well. On a different note i picked up the new Castlevania:Lords of Shadow for the PS3. So far the game is awesome! They've turned it into a more GOW or Dante's Inferno type of game and given it a little more depth to the story. I'm past the first level so far and I can't wait to get back into the story.

Well I should go for now. I need to iron my clothes and get some rest.

night all.

So you know what that means right??? Time to bust out the PSP for some action! Now I'm regretting not buying "Ghost of Sparta" given the fact I have beat "Chains of Olympus" about 20 times. Oh well, what's 21 times right? Anywho, so I'm down Colwich,KS for a MAPCON users training for the rest of the week. Shouldn't be too bad. Everything is paid for and the room is nice. The training class could get a little boring considering the fact I'm already doing most of what they are going to be teaching. Oh well. On a different note i picked up the new Castlevania:Lords of Shadow for the PS3. So far the game is awesome! They've turned it into a more GOW or Dante's Inferno type of game and given it a little more depth to the story. I'm past the first level so far and I can't wait to get back into the story.

Well I should go for now. I need to iron my clothes and get some rest.

night all.

I've noticed lately I've been getting nasty headaches from playing. Normally it only happens when i play for more than a couple of hours at a time and my eyes usually hurt like shit as well. I'm starting to wonder if the lighting is off where I play at. Or I'm just playing too damn much. Anyone else dealing with this?

On a side note, my Halo 3 Edition xbox 360 got the good ol' RROD. I wasn't even playing it. All I did was turn it on. Apparently the thought of having to play a game scared it into breaking. Now I have to try and fix the damn thing. Good thing I have a few backups until that one is up and running! :D

I've noticed lately I've been getting nasty headaches from playing. Normally it only happens when i play for more than a couple of hours at a time and my eyes usually hurt like shit as well. I'm starting to wonder if the lighting is off where I play at. Or I'm just playing too damn much. Anyone else dealing with this?

On a side note, my Halo 3 Edition xbox 360 got the good ol' RROD. I wasn't even playing it. All I did was turn it on. Apparently the thought of having to play a game scared it into breaking. Now I have to try and fix the damn thing. Good thing I have a few backups until that one is up and running! :D

Wow it's been way too long since I've put anything in my blog. Sadly, I'm going to keep this short and sweet. I just want to touch on a few topics:

1. Halo Reach is fun as hell.

2. Putting Halo Reach down to play Gears of War 2 the rest of the month. The 4x multiplier is nice and the upcoming 31x multiplier is going to be awesome. It's also nice to know that I WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG ABOUT THEM TESTING THEIR NEW MP ON GEARS 2! Sorry, that was a debate I was having with a few people and it's always refreshing when I get to prove to someone that I'm always right.

3. If you have an iPhone please check out "Audio Press". It's an awesome app and it's really well done. Not to mention it's totally FREE you cheap bastards!

Well that's all for now, later gator. 

Wow it's been way too long since I've put anything in my blog. Sadly, I'm going to keep this short and sweet. I just want to touch on a few topics:

1. Halo Reach is fun as hell.

2. Putting Halo Reach down to play Gears of War 2 the rest of the month. The 4x multiplier is nice and the upcoming 31x multiplier is going to be awesome. It's also nice to know that I WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG ABOUT THEM TESTING THEIR NEW MP ON GEARS 2! Sorry, that was a debate I was having with a few people and it's always refreshing when I get to prove to someone that I'm always right.

3. If you have an iPhone please check out "Audio Press". It's an awesome app and it's really well done. Not to mention it's totally FREE you cheap bastards!

Well that's all for now, later gator. 

nuff said.

nuff said.

Just felt a need to change it up a bit. what do you think?