The cold SO sucks!

i was on the beach on friday and it was cold and windy. fuckin cold! i'm goin to the bay at the end of my block in a few just to change out the sand i have in a tank here and i don't wanna do it.

i can't go diving...well i could but i'm not crazy about wearin a dry suit.

i can't go surfing. again, i could but i don't wanna wear a 7mm wetsuit.

i wish i could hibernate.

some people love autumn and the colors and all that bullshit. fuck autumn. and fuck winter even harder.

all i have to do is sit around, alter my cosnsciousness in a variety of ways, and play games. maybe pick up a guitar or bang my drums for a while. it all leads to me getting fat and having to work it off in the spring.

i have to go out and find stupid things to do just so i don't drive my bike off a cliff.

distraction is expensive. last weekend alone i blew like 2 fuckin grand. games alone cost me over $500 in the last month.

all my god damned cancer tests fall around this time so that just adds more to all the joy.

enduring autumn and winter is like staring into my own open grave.

march can't get here fast enough.

i need a rebirth.

no drinkin till noon.

it's 12:04pm.

First wave down
I wonder when they're coming back
First wave intact